Ready

Well it's been awhile since I have posted any updates. We have been back from Haiti for 4 months now, we are READY to go back. I have prayed harder than I have ever prayed for God to give me peace about Wa Nelson. I love him dearly and still deep down inside I wish he could be our son! With that said, not very long ago I ran across a post on Facebook and found out he was being adopted by a couple in Alabama. I wont lie I was super jealous at first. After a ton of prayer God has given me the peace I need. And I  am truly happy for them and even happier that WaNelson is getting a forever family, even if it's not our family. I will continue to pray for WaNelson and his new family, daily. It is my prayer that God prepares them for him and will guide them in raising him to be a Godly man. I hope that I will see him again one day. I understand that God has a different plan for us.   I also know that some of you have been waiting for an update about our custody over the boys (my step children)  We have high hopes that it will be over soon and God can move us on to the next step of our lives. Our temporary hearing was in September. Whatever happens is God's will. Just continue to pray with us that God will guide the lawyers and the judge in whatever decisions are made. And that peace is given to both sides involved.